Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Tamizha! Tamizha!

The recent "Ulaga Tamizh Maanaadu" resulted in much discussion. Many views were expressed, foremost being that it is a pointless waste of time and an expensive publicity stunt by the ruling party of Tamizh Nadu. Some others were worried that Tamizh Nadu is going the way of a certain "M" state of India where love for the native language and "son of the soil" pride has grown to ridiculous proportions, bordering on insanity. People blogged and tweeted endlessly about it and many jokes were made. The "Tamizh-isation" of everything English was rehashed (pun unintended), as was the re-re-re naming of several Chennai roads. .I don't live in Tamizh Nadu anymore but I can imagine how fanatical the state government could get about an extravaganza such as this, taking it gleefully to the level of a 3-ring circus. 

Don't get me wrong here...I love the language. My lack of fluency in sentamizh has been a big regret all my life. A large body of wonderful literature remains sadly unexplored due to this impediment. I grew up with a daily dose of pazhamozhis, kurrals and abridged versions of many stories. Hence, love for tamizh remains deeply rooted even though my ability at reading the language still remains snail-paced. I can sit through hours of pattimandrams and related programs on TV, alternatively mesmerised by the language and consumed with jealousy at the participants and their ease with the language. My problem is with this blatant use of the language for political gains. 

Tamizh Nadu enjoys a colorful variety of spoken dialects including the amazing Madras Tamizh....a wonderful amalgam of Tamizh and an unidentified alien language spoken in a series of mutilated sounds. Writing in Tamizh however still is in classic sentamizh. So, I am quite happy with people trying to emphasize the rich heritage of the language for fear of it being lost to the many non-indegenous influences that are omnipresent today. Also, lets face it, other Indian languages have decades of goodwill working in their favor. Tamizh is a very hard language, both to learn and on the ears....it needs all the publicity that it can get.

So, a website was built and "Aascaar tamizhan, thambi A.R.R" was brought on board to bring all the "feelings" to life with music in the spectacular way that only he can. Incidentally, did you notice the complete absence of lip-syncing kollywood stars? This is how its done, "phir mile sur mera tumhara" people, but I digress. All was well until the government started sending goons to various places around the state to have sign boards removed if they were not in tamizh. Really now, this is from the people whose families own companies called Sun Network, Sun Pictures, Red Giant Pictures  and Cloud 9 pictures. The mayor is still called the மேயர், isn't he and it is still the சென்னை கார்பரேஷன், isn't it? I am baffled.

As I understand, this is not the first tamizh conference....it started in the year 1966 with the intention of promoting the rich heritage of the language. The 2010 mega extravaganza was not even approved by the International association for tamizh research. So, my plea is that lets keep politics and personal agendas aside and celebrate this beautiful language in a manner befitting its majestic stature.

வாழ்க தமிழ்!


Monday, September 20, 2010

Michhami Dukkadam

My good friend M is Jain. Through her, I came across this wonderful phrase. My understanding is that Jains celebrate a festival called "Paryushana" over a period of eight to ten days (depending on your Jain sect). On the last day, they have this spiritual cleansing where they say this phrase to all whom they know. The essence of the phrase is "On this auspicious occasion of Paryushan we wish you all Michhami Dukkadam!  We beg your forgiveness from the bottom of our hearts for whatever misdeeds or misbehaviour, whether knowingly or unknowingly done by us to you through mind, thoughts, actions or speech during the past year. This is the whole "Kshamapana Sutra" with meaning 


KHAAMEMI SAVVE JEEVA (I grant forgiveness to all living beings) 
SAVVE JEEVA KHAMANTU ME (May all living beings grant me forgiveness) 
METTI ME SAVVE BHUYESU (My friendship is with all living beings) 
VAIRAM MAJHAM NA KENAI (My enemy is totally non-existent) 

MICHHAMI DUKKADAM 


I was struck by the beautiful simplicity of this spiritual practice and upon reading further, I came to understand that almost every human religion calls for some kind of forgiveness from fellow living beings. How appropriate is this in our lives in this day and age? If only we could all make this part of our daily ritual, so many issues will be resolved. The cause for many modern diseases are now being attributed to deep-seated and unresolved hurt that we all collect over the course of our lifetime. Sometimes, this hurt is generations old, from various ancestors and passed on through your parents. The Cholesterol drug-maker "Vytorin" has it right.....some of that high cholesterol is from your eating habits and some is from your extended family! How nice it would be if everyday we entertain these stresses for a small amount time, acknowledge them and then set them free? We forgive others even as we ask for forgiveness. Everything renews and we begin with a clean slate every single time.


I met a gentleman during a yoga seminar that I attended. He says that most of us collect all this stress in our gut area, which is why our cores get weak over time and we acquire our well-rounded bellies, which are so hard to get rid of. Ever notice how we start breathing shallow and our stomach tightens when we are in or reliving a difficult emotional situation? Bingo!....gut is receiving and storing not unwanted fat, but unwanted stress. The same can be said about people trying to get the six/eight/twelve pack abs. These efficient souls are trying to organize their stress into a smaller space so they can receive more stress. 

So keep breathing big belly breaths my friends and to each and every one of you, I say a sincere "Michhami Dukkadam".

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Hate first day

Ring Ring Ring
Wake up Time
"Brush your teeth!"
"Shower up!"
"Get dressed up!"
Breakfast done
"In the car!"
Drive to School
Kiss Kiss Kiss
"Bye for Now"
Lump in throat
Choking me
Tearing Up
"I Love You!"
Lonely Day
Hate first day
Miss you guys! :-(
Please be safe.